Hello, sorry i've been a bit distant lately, i've been revising and stuff as i have exams next week (Lawd Help Me) again, which sucks i know but although they are mock, i do understand that they count.
Anyway, in my last attempt to do a post about the future, i want into a rant about the ever beautiful Paul Walker (R.I.P) yeah and this is what the post was actually meant to be about.
Okay, so i'm at the point where i've got to start making decisions about my future like i'm deciding what i want to do at college at the moment which could potentially be the bottom line of what my future career is.
Can i just say i've put my retainer in, and i haven't had them in all day, and they really hurt ahaa. Oh Well.
So back to the future topic....
I, i'm not even going to lie but the future scares me quite a bit you know i sort of have these what if moments which doesn't help. I'm going to be leaving school and leaving the environment i've always been around you know lunch times with my friends and crap, and i am actually gonna miss it so so much because this is what i've known to learn and love.
However, all is well because i am that one step closer to independence whether that is a good or bad thing, it you know yeah (Sorry)
One point in my life i do miss is Yr7 at school, because that i think was a really good part of my life, i had a good support of friends (Well sort of, i suppose) and i went on this school trip to the lake district which was amazing, absolutely brilliant. It was also the year i realised the friends i was gonna stay friends with onto the next school (I'm sill friends with them), and the friends who didn't really care.
So, the future is going to happen there is no avoiding it and i suppose i am a little bit excited because soon i will be out of the house and driving just stuff like that.
What are your thoughts on the future are you worried? Scared? Excited?
Until the next post, the future
Naomie
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